I want...

ometimes when I am bored or out of sorts, I play a game in my head I call "I want."  I start with something simple.  "I want a coke" and build from there.  Often I find that I can get to the root of my problem. That what I really want will pop up in the middle of the game.  I guess it is like a stream of consciousness type thing.  Where I can't or don't want to admit or don't even really know what is bothering me.  It can sound like an entirely selfish game.  I want, I want, I want.  Sometimes I just want things I don't need or can't have.  I think everyone is like that.  Even completely unselfish people want things for themselves.